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Going well, think I am over the worst of it now, long weekend away helped and sent myself to bed after a few massive pints of Gin!

Next steps booked, CT scans and see my surgeon on 30th, hopefully he can figure it out. To put it simply I haven't had a pain free day in over 3 years and it's been a constant battle for the last 20 years, every morning and night is like having2 severely  sprained ankles, I hate getting out of bed in the morning!

Have you tried acupunture and cupping? We have this great chinese guy up here he is legendary & everyone I know
whos been to see him have all spoken so highly of him and not requiring painkillers or return visits to their doctors.
Maybe you can come up for a weekend and have a session with him - he really is Mr Miyagi

Reply #175 Posted: April 09, 2015, 09:37:04 am

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it's 100% joint/bone related, I have already had my subtalar joint removed in each ankle and now it's spreading to surrounding joints. I'll either be looking at a full ankle (triple) arthrodesis, complete ankle replacement or absolute worst case will be chopping the fuckers off but I would go through nerve removal etc before I get that far so I just can't feel it at all, if the surgeon said to me I could have 100% pain free life by chopping my feet off and having prosthetic terminator feet I would seriously consider it, but alas that's wishful thinking I don't think it will be that simple.

I pretty much have the ankle joints of a 100yo

Reply #176 Posted: April 09, 2015, 09:50:32 am
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If you end up chopping your feet off can I have one?


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nope, I'm going to have them set in resin for door stops!

Reply #178 Posted: April 09, 2015, 10:13:45 am
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nope, I'm going to have them set in resin for door stops!

will you have your nads bronzed and hung on the door as a knocker as well

Reply #179 Posted: April 09, 2015, 10:22:52 am

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it's 100% joint/bone related, I have already had my subtalar joint removed in each ankle and now it's spreading to surrounding joints. I'll either be looking at a full ankle (triple) arthrodesis, complete ankle replacement or absolute worst case will be chopping the fuckers off but I would go through nerve removal etc before I get that far so I just can't feel it at all, if the surgeon said to me I could have 100% pain free life by chopping my feet off and having prosthetic terminator feet I would seriously consider it, but alas that's wishful thinking I don't think it will be that simple.

I pretty much have the ankle joints of a 100yo

Have you considered trying canna tea? Just a cup a day to ease the pain the bones and joints?

Reply #180 Posted: April 09, 2015, 10:38:40 am

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Me and the Mrs are looking at getting a place in the next few months. Have missed an adult living situation so much over the past year.

Building a new gaming PC after a few years on console.

Still making gym gains (curling 40kg for hypertrophy, was doing 40Kg for strength close to 6 months ago).

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Me and the Mrs are looking at getting a place in the next few months. Have missed an adult living situation so much over the past year.

Building a new gaming PC after a few years on console.

Still making gym gains (curling 40kg for hypertrophy, was doing 40Kg for strength close to 6 months ago).

Nice James nice progress!! Im looking at the opposite - finding a flattie to live with ugh

Reply #182 Posted: April 09, 2015, 10:50:54 am

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The one thing I regret (only one) when I went lone-wolf for a year was not renting my own place. I decided against it because I thought I didn't want to pay full rent, but looking back on it now and the crap that I had to put up with when I went back into a flatmate situation, paying full rent and living on my own would have been heaven.

I'm just lucky I've managed to bunk up with a girl who games more than me, lifts as much as I do and doesn't judge when I take a 45 minute dump.

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(Making a second post via 'quick reply' because the forums are fucked - 'replying' or 'modifying' a post breaks up the form and causes the text box to spew out to the right removing the post button).

Also Fairy. The grief and heartbreak you might be having to experience now is something I'm really thankful I got to experience. It sounds odd, but not many people are able to say they have felt extreme emotion at both ends of the spectrum.

I feel like I've levelled up and have entered my final form - I'm mother fuckin' Weapon X after the excruciating pain of having liquid adamantium injected into my skeletal structure.

Reply #184 Posted: April 09, 2015, 11:31:47 am



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(Making a second post via 'quick reply' because the forums are fucked - 'replying' or 'modifying' a post breaks up the form and causes the text box to spew out to the right removing the post button).


WHEN THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN..

FML.

Reply #185 Posted: April 09, 2015, 11:45:05 am
<a href="steam://friends/add/76561197966242864/">Add me to Steam</a> <- Fixed! lol

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Now it's working fine again...


Um.. right... ok then...

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<a href="steam://friends/add/76561197966242864/">Add me to Steam</a> <- Fixed! lol

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Now it's working fine again...


Um.. right... ok then...

your themeing bugs strike again

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Me and the Mrs are looking at getting a place in the next few months. Have missed an adult living situation so much over the past year.

Building a new gaming PC after a few years on console.

Still making gym gains (curling 40kg for hypertrophy, was doing 40Kg for strength close to 6 months ago).

Nice James nice progress!! Im looking at the opposite - finding a flattie to live with ugh

Flat with me - I will charge no rent, as long as you will be a permenant babysitter

Reply #188 Posted: April 09, 2015, 02:14:07 pm

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Me and the Mrs are looking at getting a place in the next few months. Have missed an adult living situation so much over the past year.

Building a new gaming PC after a few years on console.

Still making gym gains (curling 40kg for hypertrophy, was doing 40Kg for strength close to 6 months ago).

Nice James nice progress!! Im looking at the opposite - finding a flattie to live with ugh

Flat with me - I will charge no rent, as long as you will be a permenant babysitter

Aww thanks demon but i dont think babysitting your child will ease the pain of me losing mine :(
Last Edit: April 09, 2015, 02:19:38 pm by 420fairy

Reply #189 Posted: April 09, 2015, 02:16:21 pm

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The one thing I regret (only one) when I went lone-wolf for a year was not renting my own place. I decided against it because I thought I didn't want to pay full rent, but looking back on it now and the crap that I had to put up with when I went back into a flatmate situation, paying full rent and living on my own would have been heaven.

I'm just lucky I've managed to bunk up with a girl who games more than me, lifts as much as I do and doesn't judge when I take a 45 minute dump.

Ive been paying full rent forever its just that now im paying $420 a week for a house i live in by myself. So am just trying to decide if I get a second job so i can save to bail out of NZ or get a flattie in. If I get a flattie in i lose so much of my privacy that I have been accustomed to like walking naked/half naked etc and if i work a second job it eats time so im trying to work out what i should do. Cant move out until lease expires in July and even then i think I will stay. I have it pretty good there have a spa at my house, its freestanding house, shared pool safe neighbourhood....

Reply #190 Posted: April 09, 2015, 02:18:45 pm

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I have been accustomed to like walking naked/half naked etc....

You need a live web-cam..........

Hard to get good flat mates, I have a married couple, but they were already friends of mine so that made it easy.

Ask for references! The previous flatmate I told to leave, I mean who leaves poo marks on the SEAT! (on 3 separate occasions!)

Reply #191 Posted: April 09, 2015, 02:24:13 pm

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I have been accustomed to like walking naked/half naked etc....

You need a live web-cam..........

Hard to get good flat mates, I have a married couple, but they were already friends of mine so that made it easy.

Ask for references! The previous flatmate I told to leave, I mean who leaves poo marks on the SEAT! (on 3 separate occasions!)

My flattie would have to be someone i already know - cant be a stranger. There are things that happen in my world that only someone who knows me well enough would understand :)

Reply #192 Posted: April 09, 2015, 02:34:18 pm

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There are things that happen in my world that only someone who knows me well enough would understand :)

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Reply #193 Posted: April 09, 2015, 03:03:54 pm
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There are things that happen in my world that only someone who knows me well enough would understand :)

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Damn you know me too well Growler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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nope, I'm going to have them set in resin for door stops!

will you have your nads bronzed and hung on the door as a knocker as well

Hes been married for years. They're long gone

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Hes been married for years. They're long gone


I use them in this now.


Reply #196 Posted: April 09, 2015, 05:42:40 pm
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Damn you know me too well Growler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dammit!  Have you been selling our movies again Fairy?

It's 200 lashes with a wet tissue for you when I get back!

Reply #197 Posted: April 09, 2015, 09:45:33 pm

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Damn you know me too well Growler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dammit!  Have you been selling our movies again Fairy?

It's 200 lashes with a wet tissue for you when I get back!

Back off Patchy, don't talk about my wifey like that, go find someone or something else to rub one out to.

Also, that is your first and final warning, don't make me come back there!

Reply #198 Posted: April 09, 2015, 10:09:58 pm

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Damn you know me too well Growler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dammit!  Have you been selling our movies again Fairy?

It's 200 lashes with a wet tissue for you when I get back!

Back off Patchy, don't talk about my wifey like that, go find someone or something else to rub one out to.

Also, that is your first and final warning, don't make me come back there!

I see you just met the missus pitchey

Reply #199 Posted: April 09, 2015, 10:12:57 pm